For the foreseeable future, Ms. EV's Blog will feature music from Toni LaShaun Music. Today's song is He's Still God. I wrote this song partly in tribute to my grandmother, Dorothine Bates, and in part for the victims of senseless crimes. In this world, sometimes we experience tragedies that make us wonder why God allows such sadness and pain, but we must be confident in the fact that God is still God. He is still in control. He still sits on the throne and every battle in this life belongs to Him. He will win every time! If you know someone who could use it, please feel free to share this blog with her...Ms. EV He’s Still God
© Copyright 2012 Toni L. Wortherly I laid awake I prayed and prayed That her healing would arrive I thought that she was getting better She was so full of love and life Then the phone rang and off I drove Only to get there too late I didn’t get to say goodbye I’ll never forget that day Though the pain seemed like too much to handle Though the tears felt like they’d never end I know she’s safe in Jesus’ arms right where she belongs And in my despair He holds my hand He’s still God Even when I face the darkest hours He can still hear my cries He still holds all the power He’s still there Even when it seems too much to bear Although I know life can be hard I also know that He’s still God Seems I can’t turn on the news Without a story of violence and slaughter It seems like life is not even valued anymore People are killing their own sons and daughters They are so self-consumed and they don’t think Of the victims they leave behind Just senseless acts with torturous costs It truly blows my mind Though it seems the enemy is too much to handle Though the devil may think that he has won I know in the end that my God wins All these earthly battles belong to the Lord He’s still God Even when we face the darkest hours He can still hear our cries He still holds all the power He’s still there Even when it seems too much to bear Although I know life can be hard I also know that He’s still God
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I was sitting in my classroom when I saw the breaking news that a school in Connecticut was on lockdown because a shooter was nearby. I kept the news page up on my computer and followed the story throughout the day. By lunch, I learned that 27 people were shot and killed by a gunman. Before the day ended, as we were to head off onto winter break, our principal made the students and teachers aware of the tragedy at Sandy Hook Elementary School in Newtown, Connecticut.
I did not have all of the details, but I was stunned, as a teacher, to know that someone walked into a school and gunned down students and faculty. I began to pray. I really did not have many words, other than, “God, please help and comfort the families and friends of the victims.” We have seen so many acts of violence in our society that one almost becomes numb to it. We are incensed for a time, but then the catastrophe starts to fade in our minds, especially, if it does not directly affect us. I, like many, vowed to pray more for my kids (my students), to love all of the children in my life that much more, and to cherish each day that I am blessed to be with those I love. I think that sometimes I get so caught up in how much time I have left that I don’t think about the fact that I am not promised any amount of time with any of my loved ones here on Earth. I picked up my niece and she asked if I heard what happened and how something like this could happen. I told her that I had no words to really explain and I admitted to her that in times like these, when acts of senseless violence happen, it makes me say, “How long, Lord?” How long until you come back and rescue us from this evil? Because it’s hard to explain to an unbeliever how a loving God allows bad things to happen, but this is worse than bad; this is unthinkable, unimaginable. As I was saying this to my niece, I started recalling the devotion I read that morning about Job questioning God. So, then I said, “All we know is that God is a loving God. He loves all of us enough to allow us to have free will. Some of us use our free will to follow God and obey Him. Some of us use our free will to ignore God. It would be so much easier if God would just make us do what He wants us to do, but that wouldn’t be very loving, gracious or merciful, which is all a part of His character.” That God spoke those words in and through me was confirmed during the sermon when my uncle, whom I had not spoken to about the situation, spoke nearly the exact same words. He added, though, that in times of heartache and heartbreak like this, it can draw us closer to God or push us away and that God loves us enough to allow us to make that choice. I pray that I will draw nearer to Him. I pray that we all will draw nigh; that we will seek the face of the one, true God. For, He is the only one who has any answers and He is the only one that can provide the kind of comfort and peace that is necessary to deal with a calamity of this magnitude. So, I pray and I hope others will pray the words of Kelly Carpenter’s song to God, our Father: Draw me close to You Never let me go I lay it all down again To hear You say that I’m Your friend You are my desire No one else will do Nothing else can take Your place To feel the warmth of Your embrace Help me find my way Bring me back to You You’re all I want You’re all I ever needed You’re all I want Help me know You are near…Amen My thoughts and prayers are with the families and friends of those whose lives were taken, with the community of Newtown, Connecticut, with victims and families of victims of gun violence and other senseless acts of evil. May the peace of God and the God of Peace comfort your souls now and forever. Ms. EV I wrote a song this past year that helped me work through grief called, He's Still God, I pray that it can bring some comfort to anyone who is hurting right now. Click play below to listen. |
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